Why? Why I waste my time? Why I even try? I wish I could just worry about myself. ***** everyone else! But I want to care, Though I'm too scared I look like a fool, so I'll hide away in my saferoom. I'm just scared of people. It's not even you. I'm just too stupid to know what to do. These people won't hurt me, so why I put up a fight? I have no reason to be scared. [But what if you're right? What if these people only want you to hurt? You drown in paranoia as you claw helplessly at your shirt. You can't know what to do! These people are unpredictable! What they'll do next, you don't have a clue! So just come on in. I swear I'll protect you. Just come hide away inside of your saferoom]
Again, the [] is the inside voice that is bad for me but seems so good.