I long for the feeling of touch on the palms of my hands. The tingling sensation of her holding my hand not afraid of what will come. Not afraid of what will be thrown wether it Stick, stone, or word. I long for the opportunity to love her even in church on Sunday afternoon, despite my lack of religion due to my fear. I long for the warmth on the other side of the bed that she occupies with a smile on her face. I long to know what it's truly like to not be afraid to walk down the street holding my girlfriends hand. When normal people see a gay pride event they are disturbed covering their children's eyes. When they see us they do not understand. Throughout my life I have had to fight for my love and that's more than you will ever comprehend. I simply just long to feel human. Now is that so wrong?
Why is my love so wrong? I did not chose to be this way.