suddenly so sleepy nodding off at my desk don't know what's come over me limbs weigh a thousand pounds it's a concentrated effort of will to hold my eyes open muscles made from ***** tar i feel myself being pulled under slowly down down down into warm grey favorite blanket arms of a mother wrapped tight held close warm and safe all over warm all inside warm and down down down further down into night and play and wonder into joy and fruit loop philosophies and cotton candy *** with childhood friends and down down down further down into warm caves of earth molten black rock steam and sweat lungs full of fragrant sweet hot breath of life ancient ageless mind swept away gone gone gone lost in the stream mind of one eye and one flesh and all of one and down down down into gone gone gone into heavy warm wet safe loved all over all over into suddenly so sleep