I've cried
cried many nights

so many countless hours alone
so many days afraid
all alone in the dark
the tears held back an fake smile
no signs of the provication
many many scars
born without a choice
forced into a life of hate
all these memories add to nothing
everytime i try and remember i cry
when i try an look into your eyes
i cry

ive cried
cried many nights

just to be touched
just to be loved
victim to a pre meditated dream
my destiny has been taken from me
i never sold it
so wheres my soul
God why me
what have i ever done
what have i done to bare this burdon
i pray  an call your name crying out loud
i pray someday i will be in love
i cry

ive cried
cried many nights

there is  no answer from you
Lord she never felt or ever will feel the same
what a fool i am, played an abused
left for dead
this anger this hate this anguish
i want it all to go away
this is why i feel so sick
when will i die an be free
please someone save me
im beyond repair im a mess i shed a tear
i shed a tear on this one
now i know
now i know not to try
because i cry

ive cried
cried many nights