And his eyes were bluer and his lashes were longer and its not just men who want to see long lashes on their objects face and he just seems so much more beautiful since I found out he used to volunteer to save animals but he just stares at me dumbly, as if I can't see him and he can only see me through a lens of a microscope as he studies me like a specimen and it just isn't really right yet I can't read him at all