I could be wrong
But I feel like you’re far
Something is happening and yet I can’t see it
Am I not enough?
Are you tired of me?
Are you just unable to be with me?
Because I just want you
To be near
To be here
To speak to me
Because if you don’t, it’s like you don’t exist
Like you’re not real
And that scares me
So stop this nonsense
It hurts
I’m scared
I’ve been hurt before and I won’t let it slide again
Just tell me
That you don’t want me
That you don’t need
So I can rest
So I can sleep
So I can stop staying up wondering what the hell i did wrong
I don’t want it
I don’t want it if it hurts