I have nothing to gain but pain
Let it pour, let it rain on my parade
Let the tears fall down the drain
Things will never, ever be the same

Really late at night I’d lie awake
And cry about this life sometimes
Not always understanding why
Feeling like I must go ahead and die
But something said keep on and try
Though I still live with the fallout inside

Lessons learned, can’t take it back
Emotions and responsibility lacked
Feeling as though I was under attack
Who knows, maybe I was in fact

Really late at night I’d lie awake
And cry about this life sometimes
Not always understanding why
Feeling like I must go ahead and die
But something said keep on and try
Though I still live with the fallout inside

Funny how change remains the same
Suppose they say it will one day be okay

Really late at night I’d lie awake
And cry about this life sometimes
Not always understanding why
Feeling like I must go ahead and die
But something said keep on and try
Though I still live with the fallout inside