Tired,
Exhausted,
Feeling weak,
Any amount of "sleep",
Being meek,
No matter how long I'm at rest,
Stressed,
Having the world today,
Beat the **** out of Me,
Kick me down,
Then turn around,
And tell me not to frown,
I tell myself,
To drown,
Drown them out,
Ignore them,
But it gets worse,
Now they are yelling,
And im yelling back,
But they dont like that,
They want me to be
Obedient,
Another cog in their machine,
Of suffering and ignorance,
They want me to be
Blind,
To not see,
To not question,
To not think,
I refuse,
Trying to stand fast,
But alas,
In my heart,
Through my stubbornness,
And perception,
I'll lose this fight,
The same way we all do,
By fading away,
At the end of our time,
Orchastrated or Natural.