we never usually relate ourselves to a stick of wax we’ve all heard the dreaded cracks of the two dollar pack of crayons looking at the broken pieces in our kindergarten hands the teachers pat our backs covered fleece but no one is there to pat her back When she finally cracks and shatters in to a million pieces grandma isn’t here to knit fleece sweaters anymore no one is here to pick up the broken bits of her self esteem or her dreams in which shattered with but you know mental illness was just a myth