I dug deep
It helped me write
Feel
Express
But now that’s all I’m thinking of
You
The hurt
Missing
Needing
Wishing
That things were different

I want to go back
To how it was when I felt happy
Safe
In love
On top of the world
Now all you make me feel is lonely
Sad
Not good enough

You were my best friend
The love of my life
My partner in crime


But couldn’t handle my depression
I became a burden
Too much to handle
I wish I never took those pills
I wish I never got so bad
Maybe we would of had a chance
Maybe there’s something wrong with me