I sit in silence in this room
because it hurts because it burns
when tables turn in the other direction
I  stay away from the mirror in fear of my reflection
because I'm not ready to face myself
hate to say but I need some help
but it's to late for Godsake I need an escape from this place.
  Hiding behind walls no one's in the halls just me hulenating .
I don't let anyone in ,the monsters are ripping through my skin.
I think I'm gone again  .
Forever sinking deeper down buried sized feet under ground beneath our memories.  You kept telling me to let it go
how is that so . Because I can't forget the things you let ,slip by.