The vivid darkness of nightfall amplifies since the day you left,
the warmth in my being slowly fades likes a hot cup of tea in winter breeze,
each moment my mind brushes a glimpse of the smiles we shared and moments we held each others hand,
my tears runs down my cheeks as broken faucets,
raindrops on an autumn rain.

The first few minutes of our departure are the easiest i can say, but the rest is hell.
so hellish that all the things I cherished in the world turned against me.
betrayed me in a way as hurtful as stabbing me in the heart while saying you care for me,
you love me,
and you will never leave my side,
knowing that it is all just comforting lies.

Walking in circles not knowing where to go,
my eyes gets blurry from the steam of my own warm tears,
holding a cup of milktea with its melting ice,
like how my sanity melts in deep dark void.

Soon enough I know that this will all end, the circles I am walking into will form a path that will lead me to eden,
hoping that before my sanity melts I get to see the light at end of this deep dark void,
and when that time comes I know I can meet you with a smile on my lips and thank you for how much you make me strong.