I want my life to be:

Like it is in the movies.
A place where there is no sorrow.
A place where,
After the screen goes blank,
No one sees you again.
You disappear.
Die.

Or like it is in TV shows.
A place where you only live for short periods of time,
Then you disappear and reappear the next week.
If you are in an anime,
You live in a surreal wonderland.
2D, Pretty,   Happy.
Until it ends and you are forgotten.

Or like it is in books.
The romantic ones
Or ones with a happy ending.
Every detail describing your life
So everyone knows.
Then,
As the reader turns the last page,
Snaps the book shut,
It all ends.
They move on and don't think twice about you.
Finally.
Peace.
Dead in the minds of others.
And, maybe someday,
In your own.