who the **** does He think He is? blasphemy, blasphemy, blasphemy. but i don't care. not when it's too much, too concentrated, all at once.
and He knows just what to do and just who to hurt to make me go beserk, to make me go "ooh, ooh, ooh" like a ******* baby cow.
why not me? Presbyterian guilt, or just empathy, or the feeling that you get when everyone you love has done everything they can to hurt my parallel, but not me, no never me. why not? why not me? because He knows how to punish us, and my greatest fear is the pain of others.
so, so, so complicated. so, so, so concentrated. so ****** up and selfish of me to even ask the question,