An unwilling journey of mine! Started with a hope that everything will be fine Knowing that it wont be as straight as a line Why I am so afraid of doing something inline ? Does my hopes are limited only to money and wine ? Why cant I be superfine? Knowing that I am the one who penetrate the misery with carabine! Why I am willing to find a job between 6 to nine ? Why cant my dream sublime ?? Into the cloud that don’t stop for time . Why the people around me are like stranger? Why they are not my protector power ranger? The whole jist is that I a am intruder Who constantly deserts my thinking of a researcher! Committing a crime why I am thinking of a preacher . Instead of being a learner I end up being a a self destructor. Why I am not happy with the voyage I am in ? Knowing this trouble are not going to end. Why I have not done something great ? Knowing that I missed various opportunity to create ! Why I want opportunities more? But not ready to explore ? Why I am thinking alone in this sea shore ? Instead of doing something fo my inner core ?!! The reason is I am an intruder Who bounds himself with negative thoughts powder.!!! I know my journey will be good and great When I will found my inner mate But I am in unwilling journey Which I am making by missing the opportunity to create!!!!