I knew when you looked into my eyes.
I knew when you hugged me for a long time.
I knew when my mother gave me a dreary face and told me everything was okay.
I knew when everything in my pockets were gone.
I knew when my mouth shut.
I knew when I smoked my last joint out by the patio.
I knew when no one would look me directly into the eyes.
I knew when everyone else stared me in the eyes for too long.
I knew it was cold when I woke up.
I knew I was happy then.
I don't know what I know now.
I know I know I know I know
I don't want to know anymore.