i hope you miss how i read in the car on our road trips, how i gave you a hush and a smirk when you talked as i read an interesting paragraph. i hope you miss looking for me in your concert crowds, how you raised your eyebrows and saw me laugh, singing along, your biggest fan out of everyone in the tiny room. i hope you miss my kiss, my touch, my ****. i hope you miss how it drove you wild, ‘cause i sure as hell know it did. i hope you miss my breathy moans on your mouth, how i dig my nails in your back. i hope you miss me like i miss you, because i want to go back to you, but i know i can never do that.