I'm lying in the dark I'm counting the stars as they appear I'm running all over the place trying to find you, your out of my sight, out of my heart but you'll always be in my mind now I'm sitting in my room looking at myself, with a disgusted look I'm inching out of my skin I'm scraping at my face, with bleeding tears coming from my wrists i drop to my knees, and think why am i not good enough for you?. if i cut my wrists to show you my love.... will you be with me.. Do u believe in love, like i believe in pain