She and I were best friends but in friend there is an end. I've never done anything to her, maybe I did I'm still not sure. She said that she grew up much faster, then left my life in a disaster. She and I had so much fun, we would do our hair in messy buns. We would pick apples and ride our bikes, sometimes we would go on hikes. Then a loved one died which changed her life She realized she could have a wife. Then she slowly drifted away with me asking why till this day. There is so much to her that I don't understand It's like living in another land. A land that's as far as the eye can see, A land that doesn't contain me.