change me i beg of you know
make me a person of whom i can be proud.

no more drink or drugs to make me not remember
they take hold for a moment but thats not forever

when i look at myself i hate what i see a person who wants to be free..
free from what ?
free from me
ill try drown my sorrows to wake with some more
it wont be worth it as i crave some more.

a mess full of hate and pain inside of me ill close my eyes sober and maybe wake up free.

SM