i try to watch the sunrise, but when i blink my eyes it already passed by, the sun it mocks me from where it rules the sky,
i hope to watch the sunset, but when i open my eyes it already left, the moon in it's place laughing and waxing in my face,
will i ever see the worlds wonders? will i ever stay awake to see them? the spots on the sun, the spots in my memory, i hope to see a beauty and am knocked out suddenly,
the world outside my window is so big, too bad i'll never leave my bed.
this is about dealing with a sleep disorder if you're wondering.