Who am I? What am I doing? I'm chasing the purpose that YOU chose for me. I'm screaming and shouting but it doesn't even seem to reach beyond my very own thoughts. Am I not good enough? Can nobody see me? I feel like I'm pushing my way into something that I didn't even want for me. Oh my God, I'm sitting here seeking what? Identity? Validation? For what? I haven't even done anything. Do I have some sort of complex where everything feels like it revolves around me? What the hell am I doing? I feel stupid! Pouring my feelings out to people that can't even hear me. I left one calling searching for the next big thing and now what? Jesus! What am I supposed to be? Who am I? I guess its time for me to go back to being whoever you want me to be.