yes, I claim to be a follower of Christ, and I am I truly am and no, my attempts to follow Him are not always sufficient as you can plainly see but I am following Him, I am trying so at times when it may seem that I am not just remember that I am, I am following Him with my whole heart I’m just fighting for it my heart, you see there is an eternal war going on for it my heart, and many others so, if sometimes, many others and I stumble do not be short-sighted, it’s just the war getting the better of us but only for a little while don’t count on the war making us surrender for in the end, we shall succeed why, you ask? how am I so sure? because we have the very power that gives you life on our side and with that power, we’ll blow this world away bring this world to their knees
This was written in the summer of '09. I was so close to God... so... happy.