Why do I have to cake my face every day, or workout for me to be okay? Why do I have to starve myself at night, just so the next day I feel light? Why do we strive for the hourglass, and on social media show our ***? Why do I have to get my nails done, do all of these really prove I am "the one"? Why do we do this chaos to our body, just to find our place in society? I want to be the one to change, the one the "it" girls may label as strange.