I have studied your ways For many days now Every move so patient You are not like me I am not Calm like you are Except when That breeze runs through My mind and Then moves to your eyes and then it likes to move Around the other ways; Around them, To find You there I'm not there, But you say to Be there So I will be. . .
You never seem to change Like I do Or like my mind I should say
I see this in you. . .
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I try and understand The feelings that arise Like a fire in your Holy Wilderness. Naked in Times of confusion
I love confusion I hate confusion
Its where I felt you first and where you first Saw my unholy wildness. Naked in The fire that once Consumed the feelings In my life
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You could see that!
But, I couldn't see through The blaze The purple haze The strange days That they too had Already seen
But I think that you had Already seen me Coming Going Spiraling into my violent Rage
So you took the time To study me and Seek me out Instead of the other way Around
You excepted my Screaming and shouting The twisting and turning That I have so doubted