I check the phone, looks like you never rang although you claimed to love me, just the other day the blush on my cheeks reminds me of times we had I'll dream of you and it feels so **** bad this cold is chilling me, more than you're missing me and it's a warm summer's night I'm sitting here, waiting here as the ache goes on, and I'll go on but not in happiness without you because the light can't shine, without the sun and I might die, without your love one day I hope you'll find me here, I waited so long just for that call, but without a word you never rang they check my pulse, yet feel, not a thing as I lay here, drifting away I open my mouth to slowly say: without your love, I'll slip away
12/08/09 I don't think like this anymore. It's foolish to want to die because of a broken heart. The pain, it sears so deeply, but your life is so much more important. And time truly does heal all wounds.