It's all I want to do is cry,
But I'm fighting back the tears from my broken heart.
Because it's all I can do,
Is keep thinking of you.
I feel empty inside,
As though I have just lost my best friend.
I knew the day would come that I woud do something,
To destroy our friendship.
I'm damaged and broken inside,
And I really should just be alone.
I should just stay in my shell,
That's where I belong.
I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you,
You didn't deserve it.
Just as I didn't deserve your kindness,
Because I only hurt the  ones I care for most.
Keep away from me,
I will only destroy you in the end.
I am like a toxin,
That can't be cured.
I'm sorry for being so cruel,
Please forgive me.
I know I said I would always be there for you,
I failed you as a friend.
I was never this person before,
My past relationships destroyed who I once was.
I only wish I could find her,
So I can love myself and learn to love again.
I miss the old me and I also miss you dearly,
Take care of yourself and I hope you find the peace you need to heal.
I only wish I could help you through all your pain,
Maybe we were meant to find each other to help heal one another.
But I destroyed that as I do everthing,
That I love and care for.