to person #3: I will never forget how dizzy I was when i could see the lights cresting the dark hill cut like a razor into the blueberry sky. the bottles of sleeping pills you knock back are wrapped in cold, gold-tinged plastic so when you told me that i was golden i knew i was just the next bitter pill that you had to choke down and would eventually contribute to your suicide
if you're reading this, you probably think it's about you. it's not.