i try to breathe through this suffocation defy my own existence in a place that expects you not to exist but to scream I AM ALIVE and simultaneously hate yourself. and so i sing to the early morning risers with nowhere to go to the low income mothers and the babies born into smoke and sweat the forgotten people whose names they don't even remember the ugly and abused and hurt and near dead and those who want to be. much adieu to all of the rats in dark places.