i know ill be happy one day
im going to say it until it comes true
right now im soul searching
im so exhausted and sick of being empty
i gave everyone too much of me
and i will never get it back
so day by day im creating more of me
and i wont stop until i am full
until i am overflowing
no one can have anymore of me
i am no longer for sale
i am off the market for now
im going to love myself instead
to the fullest extent im going to love myself how no one else can
im going to pick myself up when im down
im going to believe in myself again
no one will ever make me feel less of what i am
i am amazing
i am smart
i am better then i think i am
and i will say all of that until i believe it
no one can take my soul again
no one will ever ****** my smile
no one can make me feel less of what i am
and whoever left will never earn my love again
i will see thought the fake love
i will see through the hallow words
i will let myself know that everything that glitters is NOT gold
and i will really smile again
a real smile where my cheeks hurt and my teeth show
and i will explain to myself that not everyone had my best interest at hand
and not everyone loves like how i can
but thats okay, i will give myself that love again.