Once again a light day in the sky Yet my heart is black as night Because I know I wont grow up Keep hurting people as life goes by Once they were a competition Now theyβve became my complication When will I stop and look at myself And realize what I have become A person that is admired Because one day she was desired Keep my mind of my own worries By drinking or maybe sniffing it Wake up in the morning and realize The person next to me is hard to analyze Maybe there was another fun night And now the time to think and cry.