what is this unholy distress that even words seem unable to soothe? instead it inflames them; poisons them - turns my ideas into a malicious brood that commands every ounce of my attention today i would if i could pluck out this bitter vine that encircles me sinuously growing within me as if born from a mystery seed. unhindered it occupies every crevice in my brain finding its way into every sense, every act every thought.
but then I think a complete life cannot be all sweet.