These pills aren't working no more
I feel my sadness breaking down my door
want to rip out my hair
or scream, cry and rant in despair.

Leave me alone world
I don't want to be part of you anymore
I need to drown out this feeling
the high from alcohol and **** has become too fleeting.

I don't want to feel so much anymore
I bang my head on the bedroom door
I need to up my dosage on my pills
the thought of loosing my grip further in life gives me chills.

Too scared to end it myself right now, a pity
need to up my dosage
as that fear is starting to seem quite silly
maybe eternal darkness won't be such a bad voyage.