Feb 2019
There’s a girl with scars and flaws, lots of imperfections and imprisoned by her thoughts.
Her Hopes are gone, she’s judged by the world and fooled by Love.
She has made huge mistakes and tried to fit in this world that can never be understood
She has messed up, made out with couple of guys She has no feelings for. Well, her life is hell.
Funny right? A girl that appears to be all about the books and God but she chases boys all around like a dog freak chasing his lost dog
She pressured by her peers to get into things too quick, “Are you always going to keep looking like a nerd and reading all these ******* books? It’ll will just make you stupid” they say. She’s stuck between listening to her inner self or opening her mind and ears to her peers
Well she wants to be like most teenage girls out there, having fun, exploring the world, getting the feeling of giving *******, getting heads, getting kissed so hard that you even forget that problems exist, talking to this one dude that drives you crazy but her mind is far from ***.
“Nobody would just wanna kiss and hug a girl with that kind of curves, or give her head or get ******* from her without having ***. This life is not a movie, you either play well or play yourself” they say to her
It’s hard to make a choice when all of them pretend to LOVE her, so she falls in their traps one at the time
She’s not who she wants to be but she wants to fit in. She’s not reading books anymore but she’s reading the minds of guys.
She gets hunted every time so she tries to runaway from this lifestyle and find a hide out. Her life is like the movie Bird Box, whenever she opens her eyes, the past hits her hard in the face and she dies from the inside every time.
Worthless seems her life, she’s always worry about What the world thinks of her. She’s losing herself trying to please others, she’s slowly changing.
Her pillows are wet with the river that pours down her eyes at night. This agony is so sweet to swallow when her friends are around but at night, she realizes that the pain doesn’t digest easily, it’s too big to go down her throat.
She’s confused, her mind is full of whole lotta “why if’s” She’s hunted by the flaws, reality hits her in the face every time. All she ever wanted was to explore the world of Boys but there are lots of thorns and scorpions
Her Hopes are gone, she’s judged by the world and fooled by Love.
She has made huge mistakes and tried to fit in this world that can never be understood
She has messed up, made out with couple of guys She has no feelings for. Well, her life is hell.
Funny right? A girl that appears to be all about the books and God but she chases boys all around like a dog freak chasing his lost dog
She pressured by her peers to get into things too quick, “Are you always going to keep looking like a nerd and reading all these ******* books? It’ll will just make you stupid” they say. She’s stuck between listening to her inner self or opening her mind and ears to her peers
Well she wants to be like most teenage girls out there, having fun, exploring the world, getting the feeling of giving *******, getting heads, getting kissed so hard that you even forget that problems exist, talking to this one dude that drives you crazy but her mind is far from ***.
“Nobody would just wanna kiss and hug a girl with that kind of curves, or give her head or get ******* from her without having ***. This life is not a movie, you either play well or play yourself” they say to her
It’s hard to make a choice when all of them pretend to LOVE her, so she falls in their traps one at the time
She’s not who she wants to be but she wants to fit in. She’s not reading books anymore but she’s reading the minds of guys.
She gets hunted every time so she tries to runaway from this lifestyle and find a hide out. Her life is like the movie Bird Box, whenever she opens her eyes, the past hits her hard in the face and she dies from the inside every time.
Worthless seems her life, she’s always worry about What the world thinks of her. She’s losing herself trying to please others, she’s slowly changing.
Her pillows are wet with the river that pours down her eyes at night. This agony is so sweet to swallow when her friends are around but at night, she realizes that the pain doesn’t digest easily, it’s too big to go down her throat.
She’s confused, her mind is full of whole lotta “why if’s” She’s hunted by the flaws, reality hits her in the face every time. All she ever wanted was to explore the world of Boys but there are lots of thorns and scorpions
Being judge by people, persuaded by your peers to take the wrong step really end up as a mess
