I have to wipe the **** from the toilet seat before I sit down to write this, and outside the drunks are drunker than I
remember. They slur their nothingness so that once again I sense comfort in an accidental, quick death away from it all.
There is no chance of joining in again; at the best of times it is a test of toleration. This game is hate
filled envy for the ignorant. Their confidence, quirkiness, complaints and compliance are the holes in my weary armour...
For, the few occassions when I am truly alone I am god himself staring down at the landscape as if it were bare, with a face consuming grin as I write away