to person #2: I will never forget how much empathy I felt when you were hunched over at your desk, scribbling about valentines day being your favorite holiday, when all of a sudden you yelled "god ******" at the top of your lungs and threw your pencil down along with your fists. you asked me what I would wish for if I could have anything and you never said please or thank you, ever, as long as I'd known you and you told me I was a piece of work with that stupid little smile on your face that I just wanted to smack off. but you played jazz beautifully and you smelled so strongly of soap next to me as if you went home and scrubbed every single skin cell off of your body to make sure you were a new person at the start of each day.