I spy with my little eye A girl trying to tell her childhood goodbye Who is trying to grow up too fast Who is inspired by this trend to get out there, in "the vast" A girl who doesnt know herself But always tries to find everyone else. A girl who is trying to love her body Even though the others judge it harshly. A girl who wants to find her purpose in life But she can never let go of people withought putting up a fight. A girl who loves humanity more than herself And would give up anything to its best A girl who tries to act mean and cold And then she fails to fit this standard shes given herself, this mold A girl who really wishesh she could date her crush But who knows that if she did she'd break her fathers heart A girl who has been looking for meaning in her life But all she's come up with was emptiness in fright A girl who feels useless and wasted Like her existance isn't worth saving A girl who knows that life can be beatiful But her blurry thoughts feel like such a handful What will she become when she grows up Will this nonesense ever stop? Will she, like everyone else have a 9 to 5 Or will she be the difference, will she run more than just the quarter mile? She wants her name to echo in history But she feels so ordinary so how could that come to be? If she does end up with a boring life, an easy simple job The one she'll propably dissapoint the most is herself But thats what scares the **** out of her head What if noone expects her to become someone unique And they all think they'll forget about her oh so quick What if all the people who expected nothing of her were right What if its destined that she crashes her flight Then she just wishes she was a bit more selfish, less scared So all these thoughts in her head wouldn't be there.