Enough is enough, right?
I want to improve my physical and mental state
I'm doing this for a healthier life
Yet I feel so lonely now
Maybe it is unfortunate timing
But I feel so alone
It's been two days now,
I have been alone for two days now
This journey was surely never going to be easy
An unexpected enemy may be my downfall however
Things don't always pan out the way you want them to
I wish I was comfortable with myself
My body aches at the thought of being lonely forever
Yet, all I want to do is jump into the loneliness forever
If I am the one to isolate myself, it becomes easier to be alone
My mental health worsens, but this feeling in my body lessens