"I have nothing to say to anyone."
Forgive me, but I think my heart sunk a little lower.
I already miss you and I hate that sometimes.
At times I think, and I smile.
At times I think, and I become engulfed in sadness.

While that may not evoke within anyone the strongest sense of sorrow
No word could possibly come close. Simplicity seems my only option.
I am not surprised, I am not taken aback.
I am simply sad.

I read quotes and they conflict with one another.
While I'm assured if I wait that it will all be worth it
I am also assured that we should not wait for anyone.
If it were meant to be, he would make it so.
If it were meant to be, you would find a way.
If it were meant to be.

If is an awfully complex word.
Shortly to follow are the 'What ifs?'
What if it isn't the right time? The right one?
What if it the wait isn't worth it? Comes to nothing?
What if, what if?

Ending my life with a never-ending series of 'What ifs?' would surely be a waste.
Ending my life with a series of 'I did's' and 'It was worth the risk' seems more worthwhile.
Don't you think we all ought to endeavour to live without excessive 'What ifs?'
Don't you think that would be better?