I’m twenty five, and i have yet to have my first real kiss. I don’t know why I’m waiting. I see God sending everyone to their final destination in love; I sit back and i wonder, “why are you skipping me?”
I gave my purity away when i was 22. I don’t know why, i should’ve waited. Because now we hardly talk and i can’t stand her. And my life since has been a curveball of lust, and living below Gods standard.
Five years until I’m thirty And i think I’ve figured it out. My first real kiss won’t be a one night stand, My final destination in love will be somebody that i entrust my heart to. Somebody that i can trust not to mess it up. It’s very fragile. So i think i understand now why God likes to take his time.