She loses her mind
Loses it to her thoughts and feelings
Thoughts and feelings that are twined
She wishes they would fade away
So she can feel free
And not feel like prey to the thoughts and feelings that play her mind
Thoughts and feelings so often of loneliness, anger
She wants to find.
The feelings of companionship
She gets so close to that perfect feeling for it to fly away like a leaf in the wind.
All she can do is sit and watch the wind take it away from her grasp.
So the thoughts of loneliness come flooding back.
She pushes it back and closes her feelings off
So no one sees shes crying inside
Crying for that perfect feeling
Feeling of never being lonely feeling of someone coming and unlocking her heart. Untill then she watches the leaves fall and fly away. Waiting for the key to set her free.