Clouded by thoughts
Repressed them inside.
Never showing it,
With a Nonchalant face
Showing a nonchalant life.

The back of my mind,
A dark dangerous place.
Before I walk back there,
Numb yourself,
To numb my life.

I cloud my thoughts
Before I go inside.
Drinking to show,
Never to live.
Make them see,
My nonchalant face,
So they see,
My nonchalant life.