Take into consideration that I've never hurt an innocent man, but I've been known to be less empathetic than most. Counter that with an intuitive sense of *******, calling it and speaking it, mind you, and you will start to relish in the quiet nature of a man that is fully invested in his environment.
BUT
What do I know, if I don't act. Blame age? Say that I'm young and I will learn from my mistakes? Completely feasible, but it will only hinder development. Blame yourself, I say. Call yourself on your *******. Know that your instinct should be followed through. Get the feeling and act on it, however, hold it in, and everything goes to waste. Your instinct becomes ****.