i work, i laze. such pre- history this vessel holds, such futuristic perceptions. writing with no real purpose. Wolf Larsen, i am nothing more than part of the ferment. i would give my existence, so as to be challenged by another. stable, my consumption is minimal; congrats. learning better how to curb the supernal longings. (they shall never abate) i am at current unfetter’d, without grave longings, most of all: we should not try to find our happiness in others. take care of your knees – of yourself – and do not fear the wind. to stand upon our own legs, face the squall, be found naked in truth. and time passes with some ideas, dreams, longings falling to the wayside. some turn to ash, others ember. never admit failure, instead, realize each floundering as a chance for learning. and learn, or don’t and sleep, or don’t and smoke, or don’t and live, or don’t. say yes, move on.