It lingers in those midnight moments, During the black stillness Of the cold, technical mornings, When all is silent, Unnervingly frozen in time. It hangs in the air, Desperately waiting During bouts of repetitive silence, When memories move into focus And doubt sharpens, When the only noise (Your shaking, lonely breath) Rattles the walls, And old thoughts accumulate, Suffocate, Like yellow fog circling the hall. It's the little creature that Perches on the shower curtain rod As you stare at your reflection In the bathroom mirror and nod, Giving him his cue To fly down to you, Landing gently upon your shoulder So you can feel the breath, Hear the whisper loud and clear, Saying, "everything will be alright, my dear-" And at last you give a smile, Stretching from ear to ear.