I'm a mess
My thoughts are scattered around me as if a city in collapse has fallen
Your smile was so bright so warm and so loving
Now it's just the hardest reminder of a love lost
I would have given you everything if you had the patience
I begged for you to stand by me
I begged for your understanding and compassion as i fixed myself
I never once asked for your help
I never needed you to sacrifice
I wish i could take away these memories amd give them back to you
Because you loved me so deeply
Then you let me drown in this lonely misery