i spilled parts of myself all over you
and tried to wipe them up without a mop
there were traces of my love for you
left all over your skin
bruises of fingerprints
burns of soft, slow kisses
scratches of caressing you
the blueprint of my being
can be found on your body
impossible to hide for the next girl
it’s agony for you to see your reflection
and only see my face glossed over your eyes
i will rebuilt my house
i will lay a new foundation
so the only blueprint on you is one from a wrecked pile of lumber
there is pain in my presence
i am stuck on you like a ghost
whispering flirts to you
i follow you like a shadow
but you are too scared to look into the sun
too scared to face the truth
i am more than you
and all you know is the half of me