so has been the comfort of the dial tone where i hang my hopes as if i were a body in the grass somewhere golden i hang them on your voice as if your voice was something solid; i am tethering everything to your voice, with stubborn determination your smile so aphrodisiac, the edges of your eyes speaking volumes suggesting close intimacy so claustrophobic to unite; the reocurrence is vespertine and i ache! - for you are missing, missing, gone from here, where you should be and to anticipation i owe an ode for there is much to be said about yearning, yearning growing desperately impatient for the edge of your neck somewhere close to my mouth where i so need it to sing an ode to your body; electric in impulse to spill, every yellow secret of mine, every shade of blue and red and golden; yours to keep forever