What is happening?
Another addiction?
Or a real reaction?
Self defense mechanism?
Bandage for a broken heart?
Some stimulus for a sad soul?
She reminds me of myself.
Before breaking to bits...
After already being broken
By bad breaks
And bad company.
I laugh now...
She’s so snarky.
Hilarious and smart.
What was I thinking?
Who are you?
Where did you come from?
How do you know these things?
Rainbow turns to white.
The light!
This feels alright.
Is my heart healed?
(My head hurts still)
And I’m afraid
This is crazy.
It’s insanity!!!
“Hey, Pretty Lady!”
Deep and dark.
Destroys me.
My mind melts down
(Distracting!!!
******* rainbow!)
Dark queen of lights.
My morning star.
Brilliant and bewildered,
Beautiful angel,
Broken...
Like me.

8-1-2018