Heroine
*******
I tried them
So I can forget
About my love
Or maybe my
Broken heart
Nevertheless I didn't
I even became worse
Than before
I lost myself
Only prayers can
Bring me back again
Drinks
Cigarettes
***
Everything seemed
Perfect and I sounded
Reckless but I only
Did that to forget how
Much it hurt
Him leaving me
Hanging there
Begging the shadows
On the walls not to leave
Me, like he did,
Alone
Careless
Stupid
*****
That's what I was called
When I was trying to
Move on and I really
Wish I did
In a world of lust
Everybody lost his
Ability to love
I shouldn't have lost
Myself
I shouldn't have loved
It's too late
But not that late
If I can end it all
Right now